Buried in arms.

You know those few minutes right before you fall asleep, where youre in between day and night, wake and sleep...I was there and so were you. Been working hard on my willpower, knowing that I should. And it's so difficult when the right thing to do and what you want to do are contradictory. Find inner strength; fight inner strength. Every word ever said lingering. You were real. You are appreciated. It was never a "we" or an "us" but it was. Snowglobed-firsts, lightless-rooms, plantearium-fauxdates. Books, tons of books. Oh, and Derrick or Derek, the same but different; we've always been.